Jill Marie. 16 years old. Genderqueer.
Void. Distrustful. Reclusive. Insecure. Self-destructive urge.
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Height: 5'3
SW: 155
CW: 120
GW: 110
UGW: 105
My hands smells of metal and blood. And my leg hurts.
It not even deep. It’s pathetic. But I don’t even have some strengh to destroy myself. I am just empty. So empty.
And on the other side my head hurts because of all these voices in my head.
I don’t know what to do anymore. My life is senseless. This is senseless.
Maybe I will have the courage to let this end.
It seems so senseless. I just exist. I breath but I am not really alive.
Pathetic.
I don’t want to die I don’t want live. I don’t know what I want.
I need more blood to get a clear mind.
BLOODRAGE
